suka atau pleasure??

suka ke pleasure???

pe0ple,,confuse2.
people around me coupled up with someone tapi diorang xsuka that guy pon la.
macam mana boleh couple, gayot fon berjam2 tapi tak de perasaan??
plek kan???
itu lah dia.

mmg la besh someone do take care of us..
greet us in the morning, do msg us when he wants to sleep, tell us where he wants to go tapi yes susah ke nak mengaku yang kite de perasaan kat someone tu??
cam senang jek benda 2.
tapi suka org ng ikhlas la.
bosan aku la.


dah la.
lantak dorg la.
tapi pls jgn de any guys yg do the same thing kat aku..
pape la..





ni lain plak cte la.
kwn aku maw kawen la...
ari 2 aku sedih2 broke up, dia pon sedih2 gak.
tp skg dia dah dapat org baru & nak kawen dh.
wah..syoknye..
aku??
turn aku bl plak???
dia soh aku move on...
aku try cm org gile nk move on.
tapi aku tau one day, aku akan leh totally lupakan laki yang meninggalkan aku for no reason 2.
& insyaAllah aku akan bahgia gak.

B&&AZWAN!!!!congrats korunk...love u guys..mmmuaxxx..
moga bahagia forever smpi ke akhir hayat..
jangan lupa jempot saya!!!

4 u---mangk0k man

hey ya...

u r my friend.

forever u g0nna be my friend..

aku xmaw de perasaan between us.

tp if kaw dh de feeling towards aku,aku xleh halang or st0p.

but yeah, im very sori.

i've no feeling towards u!.

i dun wanna make any mistakes again by accepting my friend as my b0y.

im sori again.

but n0w, aku rs unc0mfortable plak.

aku xready lagi t0 have a special one in my life..

aku dh serik dilukakan,

aku xmaw benda yang sama berulang lagi.

i've told u mangkok man, i still cannot get over him yet..

i am waiting for him.

&& im not gonna get married this so0n kan.

so,aku still de chance ng dia.

wtever it is, ko tetap kwn aku.

not more than that--->fullstop.

xde lagi sesi meluah perasaan.

tu tulis 5 november ke???

tapi aku baru je tgk.

tapi ini karena jasa baik pait.

pait...jasamu dihargai..hoho~~

besh la gak kan movie ni..

saat2 melayan movie melayu.huh..

pdhal nk exam ni.

pe cer ni aliah??

ok..last movie until exam....

stop aliah....

jgn menipu.hoho..

xleh la nk ckp pe.

tgk la sok2 cmne..

but this movie shows psl pompan zaman sekarang..

btol la 2 kan.

tp aku....no komen la weyh..

judge me urself..

mode::sgt bosan menanti saat2 blk malaysia...

adnan sempit~~

yeah..2 la dia..

kononnye percintaan ttg rempit && perempuan korporat.

tapi aku statement yg dia ckp::

"muka saya ganas tau awk tapi dalam hati ada taman"

pe yg aku faham kat situ, wp0n dia ganas, sensitif 2 tetap de kan??

t0l ke hah??

2 0pini0n aku jela kan.

wah..even rempit p0n r0mantik.

erm...xpe2..

aliah ruzanna is single.

i hv no one to be romantic with.

hehehhe

wait till i get married.........

when??

so0ner or later insyaAllah.

but, study first aliah..

ok...baik lah..st0p for now..

f0cus on my exam..

penyakit kU!!

erm..penyakit??

pe ek penyakit 2???

based on kamus dorland---->setiap penyimpangan dari atau gangguan struktur atau fungsi normal pada bahagian tubuh, organ atau sistem yang ditandai dengan sekelompok gejala dan tanda yang khas.

w0w..panjang nye kan.

xkesah la.

bukannye nk msuk tUt0rial pon kan.

pagi tadi de presentati0n tutorial psl nutrsi penderita Dm.

waa...senang gile ko nye learning issue aliah.

mmg sgt senang tp aliah ruzanna present cm taik!!!

ni karena penyakit aku telah menyerang kembali.

ahh...tolong2.

tapi apakah penyakit aku??

yeah..ni asthma, gastric && migrain.

bed0t t0l..kenapakah menyerang pada waktu yg sm??

kenapa plak aku gastric??

sebab d0sen lab fisio msuk kul 9.15am tapi lab aku suppose abes kul 9.30.

so,breakfast aku dh telat.

paaaait!!!u lari lab, xajak!!!sgt bengang.huh..

dh la lepaskan ktorg kua lab kul 10.15.

nk g tut0 lg.

aish..------->emo tym for aliah ruzanna.

tp kesabaran 2 masih ade.

huh..

p/s kepada d0sen2 di USU:: sila consider cket kepada student anda..ni keje nk rehat jela.pe tah..ngajar dulu br g mkn la.apo la.

pr0blem...

erm..pr0blem??

ala..semUa org de pr0blem kan but the p0int is h0w u guys gonna deal with that pr0blem.

but i'm w0ndering***

kenapa s0me ppl suka sgt cte pr0blem kat aku??

thx..

i reli appreciate cz u trUSt me.

tapi, xtau nk c0nvince u guys utk g0 0n cmne.

lainlah kalau aku mmg tau perkembangan id0p kaw 2.

tp nvm la.

aku leh jadi a go0d listener.

s0metimes, kite leh jadi besh friend ng ex kite kan???

tUt0rial??

tUt0rial???
again && again..
bosan gile la.
asyik ab0ut tn D.
who is this m0nkey??
orang soh dia diet && olahraga, xnk.
skg pemicu ni nm dia lg.
ergh..mangk0k bt0l la.

my learning issue this time is:
nutrisi bagi penderita DM.

dah jumpa p0n p0int LI aku but the p0int is, nak salin buku l0g.
can any0ne help me??
oh sho0d..
sdf lazy ler..
dh la nk rindU my family cm nk jd gile dh ni.ergh...


kapankah aku akan pulang malaysia???huh...

life~~

black0ut whole day l0ong~~~

percy jackson and the lightning of thief = clash of the titans..
da line of the story is exactly same..
pape tah..
but 3 of us tgk clash of the titans sbb black0ut like wth..
sgt lama la kan.
xtahan la.
kitorg tgk 3D sumore n there, anissa shop a bit.
al-maklom la.
tgh byk duit plak 2.

aliah ruzanna sgt kering && thank GOD, duit finally dh masuk tadi.
aish...


to conclude is, medan is awesome.
love to be in medan.yeah2..
rasa nk joget2 jela.

gempa??

hmmm...gempa bumi AGAIN??
omg..so freak out..
tapi happened at 5 in the morning.
tym tdo aku 2.
hahahah...dh la katil aku mmg rosak.
bila earthquake leh bantai igt katil became worst.
funny la.
n yeah, my roomate---->anissa
leh igt hantu tickle her ass.
apa da.
funny la my roomate.
&& sumore---->nabilah
bila org kejot dia, leh bantai wt iklan bedsheet plak hah..
masing2 nye action while earthquake.


tapi cam besh gak, first tym experienced earthquake.
tp yeah, my papi called me.
he worried about me.hehehehhe..

i l0ve u papi....

E.G.O

3 letters that have to be br0ken in any relationship are E.G.O...
either in friendship or c0uple..

kanak-kanak di lab saya.heheheh

ni kwn2 lab saya.
saya nk upl0ad pix lain tp saya lupa pix yang lain saya letak dlm folder mn..
ni lab B2 kat dlm biocehm nye lab.
bosan2 2 yg snap pix 2.hahahah..
da fotographer always gonna be jaye la kan.
saya suka student dlm lab saya.
bleh mix around.hehheeh


2 jaye yg kat sblh saya 2.
dia 2 la yang sanggop teman saya bila saya patah hati.
dia sangat caring la senang cite.
wah..how lucky i am de kwn cm dia kan.
love u jaye.
mmuaxXx..

ego && hubungan~~

tadi kakak saya tanya:
I: kenapa leh clash ng f*****?
A:xtau la.xde jodoh kot.asyik gado je.
I:ish..asyik gado jela. tp ika suka tgk ko ng f***** sbb ika tgk ko cm happier la.
A:la..ye ke?? bukan ng J** nmpk lg happy ke?
I: ala..ika nmpk la happiness ko bl ko ng f*****.


aku terfikir sejenak..
kakak aku ckp aku lebih happy ng f*****.
&& dia nmpk happiness 2.
kakak aku mesti la tau cz she knows me very well.
aku pon rasa aku happy ng f***** tp aku ego-----> dia p0n sm ego.
aku xnk ngaku yg aku suka f*****.
klu anissa n nabilah ty pon aku suka f***** ke?
aku akan jwb, xde la.
aku pandai kan sorok perasaan aku??
tp nk sorok 2 slh tempat lak.
&& skg ni,aku dh kehilangan f***** 2..


semalam dia ckp ng aku
f: kan bgs klu saya still rapat ng awk.leh lepak depan umah awk smpi 5 pagi.
A: ish..dh la.xyah la ungkit lagi.bende lm. kite dh gado n bgs la skg kite dh baik blk---->ego nye percakapan...
f:aah..tol la 2.xyah la ungkit dh..----->kenapa xnk ungkit lg??

&& bile ktorg chat
f:: susah nk ckp sbb awk sntiasa nk menang je.
A:: erm..2 la.ni ego punye psl (dlm hati---->kenapa la ego ni wujud dlm diri aku)
f:: 2 la.saya pon ego gak.saya slh gak dlm hubungan kite.saya dh cube sehabis baik nk jd yg terbaik utk awk. tapi ego 2 xbaik la dlm hubungan.klu blaja boleh la.ego mksdnye sntiasa nk menang dlm blaja.



awk,, tau x..saya cuba dh buang ego saya ni.tp yeah...awk xnmpk dh sbb saya kurang ckp atau pun jumpa awk.
kalau lah................

tg nadia bt tg abd malik

yeah...ni la kwn baik saya skola rendah dulu..
named given is tg nadia tg abd malik.
ari ni bsday dia----->6th April.
yahuUU...dh tua dh dia ni.
banyak gile pengalaman ng dia ni.
btw, selamat hari tua darling...

family saya~

2 dia family saya..
for me, family comes first no matter what..
i have a super great family.
pape yang saya wt, saya akan pastikan yg family saya tau expecially adeq beradeq saya la.
parents saya????hehehhe..xleh tipu gak tp certain things kena rahsia kan.

papi, mami, bame, k.na, a.h1, ika, najib, nadia, fiona, aliah && awin----> my happy family.
deeply in l0ve kat diorang.
&& not to forget, my anak buah.heheheh..
amelya, adam && amar..

dia lagi??

tadi saya tunjuk kat 'dia' blog yang org buat untuk kutuk2 saya.
'dia' tengok the owner of the blogspot tros gelak2.
kenapa ek??
erm..'dia' jela yang tau.


p/s::saya x bg 'dia' baca sebab takot 'dia' mrh pe yg org tu tulis.sbb de psl 'dia' gak. saya mintak maaf.

them~~

gambar atas ni, gambar anak buah saya.
amelya amna, adam amri && amar amri..
saya rindu dorg sgt2 la sekarang ni.
dah lama xdengar suara dorg expecially adam.
saya dh sebulan lebih xblk msia tau.
saya takot dorg lupa saya n amar plak xkan kenal siapa saya ni.
ish..tah pape kan fikiran saya ni??
aunty kakak rindu korg sangat2 la.
meyh la dtg medan.heheh
l0ads of l0ve...

---->U

U...
I'm so sorry.
i didn't say go0d luck pon kat U for ur exam today.
U exam anatomy kan??
I dpt off9 msg jela dr U.
I mntk maaf sgt.
I tgh tunggu U blk kelas ni.
I nk tau how was ur paper??

sebenarnya, I mish la kat U tapi I rasa mcm perasaan I towards U makin pudar la.
macam mana ek??
I xpaham la.
ari2 kita chat.
ari2 I tgk muka U.
tp da feeling suddenly gone.
just like dat.
hmm....

the feeling~~

feeling???
kenapa boleh datang balik eventho dah lama gile xcontact, xjumpa?
confuse ng perasan sendiri la plak kan.
ni adalah tentang seseorang...
saya taw saya x patut suka dia balik since dia dh de orang lain wpon xcouple tp dia dah peneman yang baru.
sekarang ni saya dh pandai la pendam perasaan saya.
kalau dulu kan, saya suka kat siapa2, saya pati akan cerita kat gegUrl saya.
tapi gegUrl saya jauh la.
n gegUrl saya pon xkenal dia ni siapa..
saya pernah couple ng dia tapi ex saya mcm menghantui diri saya.
saya asyik nampak ex saya bila saya ng dia.
saya xnk la seksa dia.
tp bila dia xde, saya yang terseksa sbb sebenarnya saya suka dia.

da p0int is, saya CONFUSE ng perasaan saya.

kawan saya anissa selalu gtau saya, actions speak louder than words.

xpe la..
saya happy jugak if dia pon happy.
yang penting saya boleh tgk dia dr jauh.hehheheh..

tapi kan mama dia ingat,saya still ng dia la.
tp xpe la.
klu dh jodoh,kite akan bersatu gak no matter wt..
tp saya tau, dia menyesal bl dia x de pape ng saya.
saya nmpk reaksi dia tadi.
kalau lah kite still kawan rapat.
awk dtg rumah saya ari2..
kite lepak depan pintu rumah saya smpi 5 pagi.
bila awk nk blk,guard kunci pagar lak.
heheheh..
cian awk.

tp kan awk.
awk pernah menanges kat saya 2 kali tau.
awk cakap xde perempuan pernah nmpk awk nanges.
awk nanges sbb cte problem awk.
thx awk, saya rasa awk mmg menghargai saya.
n kali ni pon awk pilih saya, awk dtg umah saya n awk cte problem awk ng saya.
ye awk..
saya akan jaga rahsia awk 2 smpi bila2..
jangan risau ok..

p/s: awak pon jaga la rahsia saya elok2 ok.. saya percaya awak. 2 yang saya pilih awak.

my h0ney n dear~~

h0ney, i'm very s0rry cz i can't be beside of you when u are sick.
np la kaw asyik ingat dat guy until no0w??
u mUst m0ve on h0ney--->pandai ckp org je, sndr pon xmove 0n lg.hehhehe..
but yeah..dia pon dh not even contact u ryt??
so, do forget him.
i kn0w it takes tym.
so, take ur 0wn sweet tym honey n one day, I know kaw akan dpt some0ne yang better dr dat guy--->Sultan mangkok.


my dear, stop blaming other pe0ple.
there's no 0ne sh0uld be blame in this situation.
but yeah.. i am sorry cz u dun understand me very well n i treat him like .........
like what huh??
if anyone to blame, it is gonna be U && ME.
u----> cz kaw dh kawan ng aku for about 7 years ryt?
but yet kaw still xtau aku mmg suka berkawan.
n ++++ aku xleh xrply msg org bl org dh msg.


me----->stupid btol g layan dia kan?
dat's da mistake la.

but can u gv me 0ne m0re chance???
jz 0ne..
pls dear..
i really l0ve you..
i dunn0 how to express my feeling s0me m0re.
but yeah...i h0pe three of us can be like before.
just like before...

exam is ar0und the corner

exam is next week la.
kejap je block metabolisme yang take for almost 6 weeks ni nk abes.
xsangke btol la.
erm..xblaja pape lg la.
ni xde jay nk bising kat aku suruh stdy, 2 yg xgrk.
xpe2..nnt grk la k0wt.
risau plak kan.
tp aku asyik depan laptop since few days back (3rd April) br psg speedy broadband kat umah.
makl0m la umah br kan.
net pon nk kena laju la.
no m0re SMART.
but fadhly nk supp0rt SMART forever.hehehhe..
to conclude is, xleh lekang dr laptop a.k.a my bf.--->tiru ramzi plak.
dia de gf br 2.
nm dia DELL n bla bla...
xigt plak aku.
nm sgt plek.
aku nk bg nm pe kat laptop HP aku yg tercinte ni???
suggest cket kwn2..

malaysia~~

hey w0rld..
taw x, dh sebulan dok indonesia w/o planning nk blk malaysia.
wow..impressive kan??
tp klu leh nk tahan diri stay kat medan ni smpi bulan 6 since dh de umah br n a new beginning.
org lain leh stay kat medan for 6 months, np aku xleh lak kan.
surely aku pon leh.
n yeah..aku nk wt MRP urk blk msia dis June.
kena mntk tolong khair la plak kan sbb nk amek sheet of paper sesiapa yang sanggop jadi pe ek??
aduh..lupa la plak nm bnde 2.
xpe la.abaikan la.

nk cte psl khair plak ni.
dia ni adeq abg ipar aku.
aku jempot dia dtg utk majlis doa selamat tp taw x bl dia dtg??
2 hari selepas doa selamat..
pape tah..
ni nk ungkit smpi pengsan..lalalalalal----> fadhly shariman, nk tiru..heheh

NAK a ke b ke c?? pilih..

A - AVAILABLE: yerp but yet nk stay like this
B - BIRTHDAY: 20th june 1990
C - CRUSHING ON: no one i think
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: aqua
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: jay...owes U..
F - FAVORITE SONG: i need u ----> for you..
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: gummy bears
H - HOMETOWN: keramat permai
I - IN LOVE WITH: no 0ne kot for n0w..
J - JUGGLE: i can't
K - KILLED SOMEONE: wish i could
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: car?? bus leh??g terengganu..it took 8 hours u know.but it was fun
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: vanilla of cz.
N-NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 7
O - ONE WISH: wanna get back together with him. is it possible??
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: anissa kowt
R- REASON TO SMILE: cz happy ler.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: anang-jangan memilih aku
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: ptg td at 3.30pm cz fadhly called me.
V - VEGETABLE(S): i dun like any.
W - WORST HABIT: tit0n smpi bf pon terabai.hoho~~
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: chest cz medical check up nk dtg USU
Y – YOYOS ARE: wt is dat? blurr~~
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: gemini..

saya banyaak nanges..sob2..

aku banyaaaak sgt nanges recently.
tgk m0vie p0n leh nanges.
ish..aliah ruzanna sgt cengeng---->xmalu

few days back,aku tgk m0vie sisterhood of travelling pants 1 && 2.
sgt sedih la m0vie 2.
the m0vie cm psl m3, myself && I.
the main topic is about a friendship.
n the friendship goes to moi && ana.
l0ve u both a lot.

nk cte psl the m0vie.
yeah..the pants is actually can fix four of them nicely eventho the size of their body are different.
n there are 10 rules about the pants.
that's not imp0rtant pon.
tp aku nk gtau the rules about their friendship.
one of the rules is don't ever take or 'use' ur friend's ex.
yeah..i won't my honey n dear.
i won't.
ur boyfriend is my boyfriend.
ur ex is my ex to0..
but pUt some trUst kat aku..
l0ads of love..

mish my bestie a lot, moi n ana!!

both of them ^_^..
ana && moi..
l0ve u both.
n mish u both gak..
dh lama x balik malaysia n hang0ut with u guys..
oh..bilakah aku akan balik..
rindu sgt dh ni.hoho~~

a new hse, a new beginning ^_^

yeah2..aku baru je pindah umah on 1st April ari 2.. rumah yang sangat selesa but yet xleh pakai aircond la sebab nk jimat listrik.. xpanas pon but my room panas gile la for da first day n now dh ok la without aircond. 2 la pix bilik aku toilet inside of my room...


oh..lupa lak nk gtau sp h0usemate aku.
as usual,nabilah n anissa la n yes anissa is my roomate gak.
nabilah bilik sorg.


2nd april, kitorg wt majlis doa selamat n house warming gak la.
people get impressed when they see our house.
cm bangga gak la.
esmeth, murali, triven, shahril, fadhly n last but not least pak eko was helping us kemas rumah.
a BIG thank you for you guys..
ada makan2 gak la.
n yes abes about million rupiah gak la.
three of us shared la since that's our house.
to conclude is,, satisfied infinity with this h0use..