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happy anniversary ;-)

it has been a year :-)

p/s: i love you...


Sadly, Life is full of fake people. But before you decide to judge them, make sure you’re not one of them.


1. Occasional greediness helps sometimes.
2. How can you play fairly when life is too unfair.
3. Physically. Mentally. Emotionally.
4. And without any damage.
5. Especially your problems that you can’t solve.
6. ASK PERMISSION FIRST. Well, not everything can be asked.
7. Sometimes, sorry is not enough.

Unfortunately, no matter how old you are this will always be taught.

ouh make up?? i just love it. from foundation, eye shadow, mascara, lipstick, lipgloss. uh..u name it. i just love all of them. i love this kind of make up. but i d0n't like people who make up stories. well, y0u kn0w.

ops..stay tuned..wanna go have fun with my l0vely family...

p/s:: i l0ve him t0o ^_^

we met...we went away.... met again, split again....then came close again...but now lets b together forever.....


is that what you want dear?? get back together? erm...i tried to move 0n. u f0rced me t0 d0 s0.. && until n0w, i'm still trying but why y0u wanna get back together??omg..thx a l0t for being beside of me all this while. ok..still thinking && frustrated for what y0u did. ok then.give me some times.need t0 think wisely.

p/s:think before you talk dear!
  1. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.
  2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
  3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
  4. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch!
  5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
  6. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
  7. Cry with someone. It’s more healing than crying alone.
  8. It’s OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
  9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
  10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
  11. Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.
  12. It’s OK to let your children see you cry.
  13. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
  14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.
  15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don’t worry; God never blinks.
  16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
  17. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
  18. Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.
  19. It’s never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
  20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don’t take no for an answer.
  21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don’t save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
  22. Over-prepare, then go with the flow.
  23. Be eccentric now. Don’t wait for old age to wear purple.
  24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
  25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
  26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words ‘In five years, will this matter?’
  27. Always choose life.
  28. Forgive everyone everything.
  29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
  30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
  31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
  32. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
  33. Believe in miracles.
  34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn’t do.
  35. Don’t audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
  36. Growing old beats the alternative — dying young.
  37. Your children get only one childhood.
  38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
  39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
  40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s, we’d grab ours back.
  41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
  42. The best is yet to come.
  43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
  44. Yield.
  45. Life isn’t tied with a bow, but it’s still a gift.

happy birthday+happy father's day=love between family..





20th june 2010..
it's my birthday && also father's day..
happy fathers day t0 my sweetheart, ab halim..
i l0ve y0u infinity..

&& happy father's day t0 my br0 in law, muhammad amiruddeen..

&& n0t t0 f0rget...
happy birthday aliah ruzanna.heheheh
that's me..yeah2..
i'm 20 already..
i want durian fr0m t0m0i.
really am..hmmmm

erm..yeah..had sho0 much fun with my family eventho my parents are not ar0und.sob2..
on my birthday, but just got a call from them.
wtever it is, my family is the best.
i l0ve y0u no matter what.
i'll always be there when y0u guys need me..


l0ve...

What a kiss means....actually read the whole thing cuz its nice


+Kiss on the stomach = Im ready
+Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"

--Advice--
+ Dont ask for a kiss, take one.
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.

t0 wh0m it may c0ncern~



maXim...sangat rindu :-(



0uchh...rindu2...

g0nna achieve it real so0n-----> berangan je..








0uh...my dream h0use, bedr0om, bathr0om....
0k..whatever.
can any0ne build exactly like i want just f0r free?
0h yeah.. my birthday is just ar0und the c0rner.
perhaps, c0uld be a present f0r me?
ngee***

it's all ab0ut y0u...


yeah...i admit..
this message do related t0 me.
this is s0o me!!

hoho~~
so0n n0 m0re teen f0r me :-(

for y0u--->mangk0k man 2..

hey y0u mangk0k man.thx for the 3 latest post.hoho..skg ni blog ko specifically fo me is it??nak jd cam best friend aku 2 ke??

oh well,no need to apologize dalam blog ek. u can call me or even text me. hmmm2...apakah kebodohan ko wahai mangkok man? anyway,let me tell u. aku bukan la bagus sgt or what.tapi the mistakes we did, bukan leh patah balik kan. 'if' hah mangk0k man, i can get back together with 'her', aku akan kawan ng k0 like before. yeah..mangk0k && pinggan jd kawan blk. 0k2..wtever..xpenting. aku dah maafkan k0 but yet still mad ab0ut that incident..omg...love 0ur 0ld times.hmmm..

hey,,y credit to anissa? amboi hah. kenapa x credit kat aku??hahha..but pape p0n, i think wtever anissa said is true. so,leave with it.it's only a matter of time. i'll move on so0n..no w0rries.

'but in the mean time just appreciate and be thankful of what you have...'
u see that quotes..who gave u?? erm..btol la.learn to love what u have. bukannya try to get what u l0ve. salah dh 2. as u said, 'if she is meant to be urs, she will be urs.' sekarang, eventh0 'she' tgh single,xsemestinya u guys are g0nna be together.oh man..pe aku merepek ni??

ok now...perfect???hmm..i didn't ask u to be perfect. but i'm very sory.i just wanna be like before.since aku nk balik malaysia dh weyh. wanna meet 'her' ok.so yeah.u manage for me.hahahaah..suka ati je. xkesah la.

dah la.no more post about me,pinggan or so wtever ok.thx..

p/s::eventho aku marah cmne p0n,you are still my friend ok :-)

Huh..what a tiring day since hari ni ada exam block hematology && immunolgy system. && ++ i slept at 6 in the morning & woke up at 7 in the morning. wtpe aku tit0n lmbt sgt 2?? hah..study la. pe lg kan. dh dpt motivation dr kekasih aku! urgh..mish him....damn*..

ngant0k gile wt exam. rasa 'cam tutup mata p0n leh jwb'!!ergh..soalan dia,fuh..best la. xkesah la.aku leh remed wt..tapi if p0ssible xm0 remed paper ni.paper lain xpe la remed. hmmm..just pray for it...

dh2. enough for exam but yet waiting for next paper. t0ugher kott... pasrah jela kan..

hmmm... dok fikir psl exam, tapi hati aku, otak aku, jiwa aku ni dh melayang smpi malaysia dh p0n. sob2..bak kata kwn aku yg de bf kat malaysia, 'eh...gaya ko ni cm de bf kat malaysia, nk rindu2'. eh??perlu ke de bf nk rindu malaysia?? papi aku de, mami aku lg. tp the most imp0rtant is ADAM!! i mish u sho0 much!! whatever it is, family comes first ok. no matter what. so,i don't need a bf in malaysia to mish malaysia like crazy.

yeah..still c0unting days t0 g0 back malaysia! on 14th at 3.45pm. right after remed block HIS!

my l0ve,,,wait for me! really mish u guys...

thanks a lot coz U hurt me~~

I’m stay alone on my bed,
Crying about you so lonely,
You had leave me,
You find someone else,
How dare you broke my heart.

But when you’re gone,
I have someone much better than you,
She’s do appreciate me,
She’s do love me,
MORE THAN YOU DID

I want you to know that I’m happy now,
I’m not with you anymore,
But surely you can realize it one day,
That you wish just my love.

lelaki~~

0h ya..
kenapa dengan laki ni??

yes..
ni aku tujukan khas, special untuk kau tuh..
siapa makan cili, dia lah yang terasa pedasnya.
tapi yang pasti bukan untuk semua lelaki.
only for certain laki jek..

cerita ini berkenaan lelaki yang nk main kayu tiga, curang all the time.
xpuas ek kau ada sorang je?
cuba jadi macam fayard tuh..
setia jek.
tiba2 masuk nama fayard lak.
sori ek fayard..contoh je ni.


yeah..ni lah dia.
aku memang pantang bt0l la laki yang dok nk curang ni.
aku rasa dorg ni memang mintak sandwich kasot t0l.
kalau xsedia nak bagi commitment sepenuhnya, nk ada gf wtpe.
break jela, pastu g la main pompan sana sini.
kan senang..
g main bencong ke prostitute jela.
xde perasaan yang akan terguris nanti.

wah..emosi nya la aku.
nway,,thx untuk lelaki yang macam ni.
buat aku tak0t untuk c0uple.
thx a lot d0wh.
jangan samapai aku xkawen dah la.

p/s::ingat d0wh karma!

suka atau pleasure??

suka ke pleasure???

pe0ple,,confuse2.
people around me coupled up with someone tapi diorang xsuka that guy pon la.
macam mana boleh couple, gayot fon berjam2 tapi tak de perasaan??
plek kan???
itu lah dia.

mmg la besh someone do take care of us..
greet us in the morning, do msg us when he wants to sleep, tell us where he wants to go tapi yes susah ke nak mengaku yang kite de perasaan kat someone tu??
cam senang jek benda 2.
tapi suka org ng ikhlas la.
bosan aku la.


dah la.
lantak dorg la.
tapi pls jgn de any guys yg do the same thing kat aku..
pape la..





ni lain plak cte la.
kwn aku maw kawen la...
ari 2 aku sedih2 broke up, dia pon sedih2 gak.
tp skg dia dah dapat org baru & nak kawen dh.
wah..syoknye..
aku??
turn aku bl plak???
dia soh aku move on...
aku try cm org gile nk move on.
tapi aku tau one day, aku akan leh totally lupakan laki yang meninggalkan aku for no reason 2.
& insyaAllah aku akan bahgia gak.

B&&AZWAN!!!!congrats korunk...love u guys..mmmuaxxx..
moga bahagia forever smpi ke akhir hayat..
jangan lupa jempot saya!!!

4 u---mangk0k man

hey ya...
u r my friend.
forever u g0nna be my friend..
aku xmaw de perasaan between us.
tp if kaw dh de feeling towards aku,aku xleh halang or st0p.
but yeah, im very sori.
i've no feeling towards u!.
i dun wanna make any mistakes again by accepting my friend as my b0y.
im sori again.
but n0w, aku rs unc0mfortable plak.
aku xready lagi t0 have a special one in my life..
aku dh serik dilukakan,
aku xmaw benda yang sama berulang lagi.

i've told u mangkok man, i still cannot get over him yet..
i am waiting for him.
&& im not gonna get married this so0n kan.
so,aku still de chance ng dia.

wtever it is, ko tetap kwn aku.
not more than that--->fullstop.
xde lagi sesi meluah perasaan.
tu tulis 5 november ke???
tapi aku baru je tgk.
tapi ini karena jasa baik pait.
pait...jasamu dihargai..hoho~~

besh la gak kan movie ni..
saat2 melayan movie melayu.huh..
pdhal nk exam ni.
pe cer ni aliah??
ok..last movie until exam....
stop aliah....
jgn menipu.hoho..

xleh la nk ckp pe.
tgk la sok2 cmne..
but this movie shows psl pompan zaman sekarang..
btol la 2 kan.
tp aku....no komen la weyh..
judge me urself..

mode::sgt bosan menanti saat2 blk malaysia...

adnan sempit~~

yeah..2 la dia..
kononnye percintaan ttg rempit && perempuan korporat.
tapi aku statement yg dia ckp::


"muka saya ganas tau awk tapi dalam hati ada taman"

pe yg aku faham kat situ, wp0n dia ganas, sensitif 2 tetap de kan??
t0l ke hah??
2 0pini0n aku jela kan.

wah..even rempit p0n r0mantik.
erm...xpe2..
aliah ruzanna is single.
i hv no one to be romantic with.
hehehhe

wait till i get married.........
when??
so0ner or later insyaAllah.

but, study first aliah..
ok...baik lah..st0p for now..
f0cus on my exam..


penyakit kU!!

erm..penyakit??
pe ek penyakit 2???

based on kamus dorland---->setiap penyimpangan dari atau gangguan struktur atau fungsi normal pada bahagian tubuh, organ atau sistem yang ditandai dengan sekelompok gejala dan tanda yang khas.
w0w..panjang nye kan.


xkesah la.
bukannye nk msuk tUt0rial pon kan.

pagi tadi de presentati0n tutorial psl nutrsi penderita Dm.
waa...senang gile ko nye learning issue aliah.
mmg sgt senang tp aliah ruzanna present cm taik!!!
ni karena penyakit aku telah menyerang kembali.
ahh...tolong2.
tapi apakah penyakit aku??

yeah..ni asthma, gastric && migrain.
bed0t t0l..kenapakah menyerang pada waktu yg sm??

kenapa plak aku gastric??
sebab d0sen lab fisio msuk kul 9.15am tapi lab aku suppose abes kul 9.30.
so,breakfast aku dh telat.
paaaait!!!u lari lab, xajak!!!sgt bengang.huh..
dh la lepaskan ktorg kua lab kul 10.15.
nk g tut0 lg.
aish..------->emo tym for aliah ruzanna.
tp kesabaran 2 masih ade.
huh..


p/s kepada d0sen2 di USU:: sila consider cket kepada student anda..ni keje nk rehat jela.pe tah..ngajar dulu br g mkn la.apo la.

pr0blem...

erm..pr0blem??
ala..semUa org de pr0blem kan but the p0int is h0w u guys gonna deal with that pr0blem.

but i'm w0ndering***
kenapa s0me ppl suka sgt cte pr0blem kat aku??
thx..
i reli appreciate cz u trUSt me.
tapi, xtau nk c0nvince u guys utk g0 0n cmne.
lainlah kalau aku mmg tau perkembangan id0p kaw 2.
tp nvm la.
aku leh jadi a go0d listener.


s0metimes, kite leh jadi besh friend ng ex kite kan???

tUt0rial??

tUt0rial???
again && again..
bosan gile la.
asyik ab0ut tn D.
who is this m0nkey??
orang soh dia diet && olahraga, xnk.
skg pemicu ni nm dia lg.
ergh..mangk0k bt0l la.

my learning issue this time is:
nutrisi bagi penderita DM.

dah jumpa p0n p0int LI aku but the p0int is, nak salin buku l0g.
can any0ne help me??
oh sho0d..
sdf lazy ler..
dh la nk rindU my family cm nk jd gile dh ni.ergh...


kapankah aku akan pulang malaysia???huh...

life~~

black0ut whole day l0ong~~~




percy jackson and the lightning of thief = clash of the titans..
da line of the story is exactly same..
pape tah..
but 3 of us tgk clash of the titans sbb black0ut like wth..
sgt lama la kan.
xtahan la.
kitorg tgk 3D sumore n there, anissa shop a bit.
al-maklom la.
tgh byk duit plak 2.

aliah ruzanna sgt kering && thank GOD, duit finally dh masuk tadi.
aish...


to conclude is, medan is awesome.
love to be in medan.yeah2..
rasa nk joget2 jela.



gempa??

hmmm...gempa bumi AGAIN??
omg..so freak out..
tapi happened at 5 in the morning.
tym tdo aku 2.
hahahah...dh la katil aku mmg rosak.
bila earthquake leh bantai igt katil became worst.
funny la.
n yeah, my roomate---->anissa
leh igt hantu tickle her ass.
apa da.
funny la my roomate.
&& sumore---->nabilah
bila org kejot dia, leh bantai wt iklan bedsheet plak hah..
masing2 nye action while earthquake.


tapi cam besh gak, first tym experienced earthquake.
tp yeah, my papi called me.
he worried about me.hehehehhe..

i l0ve u papi....

E.G.O

3 letters that have to be br0ken in any relationship are E.G.O...
either in friendship or c0uple..

kanak-kanak di lab saya.heheheh



ni kwn2 lab saya.
saya nk upl0ad pix lain tp saya lupa pix yang lain saya letak dlm folder mn..
ni lab B2 kat dlm biocehm nye lab.
bosan2 2 yg snap pix 2.hahahah..
da fotographer always gonna be jaye la kan.
saya suka student dlm lab saya.
bleh mix around.hehheeh


2 jaye yg kat sblh saya 2.
dia 2 la yang sanggop teman saya bila saya patah hati.
dia sangat caring la senang cite.
wah..how lucky i am de kwn cm dia kan.
love u jaye.
mmuaxXx..

ego && hubungan~~

tadi kakak saya tanya:
I: kenapa leh clash ng f*****?
A:xtau la.xde jodoh kot.asyik gado je.
I:ish..asyik gado jela. tp ika suka tgk ko ng f***** sbb ika tgk ko cm happier la.
A:la..ye ke?? bukan ng J** nmpk lg happy ke?
I: ala..ika nmpk la happiness ko bl ko ng f*****.


aku terfikir sejenak..
kakak aku ckp aku lebih happy ng f*****.
&& dia nmpk happiness 2.
kakak aku mesti la tau cz she knows me very well.
aku pon rasa aku happy ng f***** tp aku ego-----> dia p0n sm ego.
aku xnk ngaku yg aku suka f*****.
klu anissa n nabilah ty pon aku suka f***** ke?
aku akan jwb, xde la.
aku pandai kan sorok perasaan aku??
tp nk sorok 2 slh tempat lak.
&& skg ni,aku dh kehilangan f***** 2..


semalam dia ckp ng aku
f: kan bgs klu saya still rapat ng awk.leh lepak depan umah awk smpi 5 pagi.
A: ish..dh la.xyah la ungkit lagi.bende lm. kite dh gado n bgs la skg kite dh baik blk---->ego nye percakapan...
f:aah..tol la 2.xyah la ungkit dh..----->kenapa xnk ungkit lg??

&& bile ktorg chat
f:: susah nk ckp sbb awk sntiasa nk menang je.
A:: erm..2 la.ni ego punye psl (dlm hati---->kenapa la ego ni wujud dlm diri aku)
f:: 2 la.saya pon ego gak.saya slh gak dlm hubungan kite.saya dh cube sehabis baik nk jd yg terbaik utk awk. tapi ego 2 xbaik la dlm hubungan.klu blaja boleh la.ego mksdnye sntiasa nk menang dlm blaja.



awk,, tau x..saya cuba dh buang ego saya ni.tp yeah...awk xnmpk dh sbb saya kurang ckp atau pun jumpa awk.
kalau lah................

tg nadia bt tg abd malik


yeah...ni la kwn baik saya skola rendah dulu..
named given is tg nadia tg abd malik.
ari ni bsday dia----->6th April.
yahuUU...dh tua dh dia ni.
banyak gile pengalaman ng dia ni.
btw, selamat hari tua darling...

family saya~


2 dia family saya..
for me, family comes first no matter what..
i have a super great family.
pape yang saya wt, saya akan pastikan yg family saya tau expecially adeq beradeq saya la.
parents saya????hehehhe..xleh tipu gak tp certain things kena rahsia kan.

papi, mami, bame, k.na, a.h1, ika, najib, nadia, fiona, aliah && awin----> my happy family.
deeply in l0ve kat diorang.
&& not to forget, my anak buah.heheheh..
amelya, adam && amar..

dia lagi??

tadi saya tunjuk kat 'dia' blog yang org buat untuk kutuk2 saya.
'dia' tengok the owner of the blogspot tros gelak2.
kenapa ek??
erm..'dia' jela yang tau.


p/s::saya x bg 'dia' baca sebab takot 'dia' mrh pe yg org tu tulis.sbb de psl 'dia' gak. saya mintak maaf.

them~~


gambar atas ni, gambar anak buah saya.
amelya amna, adam amri && amar amri..
saya rindu dorg sgt2 la sekarang ni.
dah lama xdengar suara dorg expecially adam.
saya dh sebulan lebih xblk msia tau.
saya takot dorg lupa saya n amar plak xkan kenal siapa saya ni.
ish..tah pape kan fikiran saya ni??
aunty kakak rindu korg sangat2 la.
meyh la dtg medan.heheh
l0ads of l0ve...

---->U

U...
I'm so sorry.
i didn't say go0d luck pon kat U for ur exam today.
U exam anatomy kan??
I dpt off9 msg jela dr U.
I mntk maaf sgt.
I tgh tunggu U blk kelas ni.
I nk tau how was ur paper??

sebenarnya, I mish la kat U tapi I rasa mcm perasaan I towards U makin pudar la.
macam mana ek??
I xpaham la.
ari2 kita chat.
ari2 I tgk muka U.
tp da feeling suddenly gone.
just like dat.
hmm....


the feeling~~

feeling???
kenapa boleh datang balik eventho dah lama gile xcontact, xjumpa?
confuse ng perasan sendiri la plak kan.
ni adalah tentang seseorang...
saya taw saya x patut suka dia balik since dia dh de orang lain wpon xcouple tp dia dah peneman yang baru.
sekarang ni saya dh pandai la pendam perasaan saya.
kalau dulu kan, saya suka kat siapa2, saya pati akan cerita kat gegUrl saya.
tapi gegUrl saya jauh la.
n gegUrl saya pon xkenal dia ni siapa..
saya pernah couple ng dia tapi ex saya mcm menghantui diri saya.
saya asyik nampak ex saya bila saya ng dia.
saya xnk la seksa dia.
tp bila dia xde, saya yang terseksa sbb sebenarnya saya suka dia.

da p0int is, saya CONFUSE ng perasaan saya.

kawan saya anissa selalu gtau saya, actions speak louder than words.

xpe la..
saya happy jugak if dia pon happy.
yang penting saya boleh tgk dia dr jauh.hehheheh..

tapi kan mama dia ingat,saya still ng dia la.
tp xpe la.
klu dh jodoh,kite akan bersatu gak no matter wt..
tp saya tau, dia menyesal bl dia x de pape ng saya.
saya nmpk reaksi dia tadi.
kalau lah kite still kawan rapat.
awk dtg rumah saya ari2..
kite lepak depan pintu rumah saya smpi 5 pagi.
bila awk nk blk,guard kunci pagar lak.
heheheh..
cian awk.

tp kan awk.
awk pernah menanges kat saya 2 kali tau.
awk cakap xde perempuan pernah nmpk awk nanges.
awk nanges sbb cte problem awk.
thx awk, saya rasa awk mmg menghargai saya.
n kali ni pon awk pilih saya, awk dtg umah saya n awk cte problem awk ng saya.
ye awk..
saya akan jaga rahsia awk 2 smpi bila2..
jangan risau ok..


p/s: awak pon jaga la rahsia saya elok2 ok.. saya percaya awak. 2 yang saya pilih awak.



my h0ney n dear~~


h0ney, i'm very s0rry cz i can't be beside of you when u are sick.
np la kaw asyik ingat dat guy until no0w??
u mUst m0ve on h0ney--->pandai ckp org je, sndr pon xmove 0n lg.hehhehe..
but yeah..dia pon dh not even contact u ryt??
so, do forget him.
i kn0w it takes tym.
so, take ur 0wn sweet tym honey n one day, I know kaw akan dpt some0ne yang better dr dat guy--->Sultan mangkok.


my dear, stop blaming other pe0ple.
there's no 0ne sh0uld be blame in this situation.
but yeah.. i am sorry cz u dun understand me very well n i treat him like .........
like what huh??
if anyone to blame, it is gonna be U && ME.
u----> cz kaw dh kawan ng aku for about 7 years ryt?
but yet kaw still xtau aku mmg suka berkawan.
n ++++ aku xleh xrply msg org bl org dh msg.


me----->stupid btol g layan dia kan?
dat's da mistake la.

but can u gv me 0ne m0re chance???
jz 0ne..
pls dear..
i really l0ve you..
i dunn0 how to express my feeling s0me m0re.
but yeah...i h0pe three of us can be like before.
just like before...

exam is ar0und the corner

exam is next week la.
kejap je block metabolisme yang take for almost 6 weeks ni nk abes.
xsangke btol la.
erm..xblaja pape lg la.
ni xde jay nk bising kat aku suruh stdy, 2 yg xgrk.
xpe2..nnt grk la k0wt.
risau plak kan.
tp aku asyik depan laptop since few days back (3rd April) br psg speedy broadband kat umah.
makl0m la umah br kan.
net pon nk kena laju la.
no m0re SMART.
but fadhly nk supp0rt SMART forever.hehehhe..
to conclude is, xleh lekang dr laptop a.k.a my bf.--->tiru ramzi plak.
dia de gf br 2.
nm dia DELL n bla bla...
xigt plak aku.
nm sgt plek.
aku nk bg nm pe kat laptop HP aku yg tercinte ni???
suggest cket kwn2..

malaysia~~

hey w0rld..
taw x, dh sebulan dok indonesia w/o planning nk blk malaysia.
wow..impressive kan??
tp klu leh nk tahan diri stay kat medan ni smpi bulan 6 since dh de umah br n a new beginning.
org lain leh stay kat medan for 6 months, np aku xleh lak kan.
surely aku pon leh.
n yeah..aku nk wt MRP urk blk msia dis June.
kena mntk tolong khair la plak kan sbb nk amek sheet of paper sesiapa yang sanggop jadi pe ek??
aduh..lupa la plak nm bnde 2.
xpe la.abaikan la.

nk cte psl khair plak ni.
dia ni adeq abg ipar aku.
aku jempot dia dtg utk majlis doa selamat tp taw x bl dia dtg??
2 hari selepas doa selamat..
pape tah..
ni nk ungkit smpi pengsan..lalalalalal----> fadhly shariman, nk tiru..heheh

NAK a ke b ke c?? pilih..


A - AVAILABLE: yerp but yet nk stay like this
B - BIRTHDAY: 20th june 1990
C - CRUSHING ON: no one i think
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: aqua
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: jay...owes U..
F - FAVORITE SONG: i need u ----> for you..
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: gummy bears
H - HOMETOWN: keramat permai
I - IN LOVE WITH: no 0ne kot for n0w..
J - JUGGLE: i can't
K - KILLED SOMEONE: wish i could
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: car?? bus leh??g terengganu..it took 8 hours u know.but it was fun
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: vanilla of cz.
N-NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 7

O - ONE WISH: wanna get back together with him. is it possible??
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: anissa kowt
R- REASON TO SMILE: cz happy ler.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: anang-jangan memilih aku
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: ptg td at 3.30pm cz fadhly called me.
V - VEGETABLE(S): i dun like any.
W - WORST HABIT: tit0n smpi bf pon terabai.hoho~~
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: chest cz medical check up nk dtg USU
Y – YOYOS ARE: wt is dat? blurr~~
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: gemini..

saya banyaak nanges..sob2..


aku banyaaaak sgt nanges recently.
tgk m0vie p0n leh nanges.
ish..aliah ruzanna sgt cengeng---->xmalu

few days back,aku tgk m0vie sisterhood of travelling pants 1 && 2.
sgt sedih la m0vie 2.
the m0vie cm psl m3, myself && I.
the main topic is about a friendship.
n the friendship goes to moi && ana.
l0ve u both a lot.

nk cte psl the m0vie.
yeah..the pants is actually can fix four of them nicely eventho the size of their body are different.
n there are 10 rules about the pants.
that's not imp0rtant pon.
tp aku nk gtau the rules about their friendship.
one of the rules is don't ever take or 'use' ur friend's ex.
yeah..i won't my honey n dear.
i won't.
ur boyfriend is my boyfriend.
ur ex is my ex to0..
but pUt some trUst kat aku..
l0ads of love..







mish my bestie a lot, moi n ana!!


both of them ^_^..
ana && moi..
l0ve u both.
n mish u both gak..
dh lama x balik malaysia n hang0ut with u guys..
oh..bilakah aku akan balik..
rindu sgt dh ni.hoho~~

a new hse, a new beginning ^_^





yeah2..aku baru je pindah umah on 1st April ari 2.. rumah yang sangat selesa but yet xleh pakai aircond la sebab nk jimat listrik.. xpanas pon but my room panas gile la for da first day n now dh ok la without aircond. 2 la pix bilik aku toilet inside of my room...


oh..lupa lak nk gtau sp h0usemate aku.
as usual,nabilah n anissa la n yes anissa is my roomate gak.
nabilah bilik sorg.


2nd april, kitorg wt majlis doa selamat n house warming gak la.
people get impressed when they see our house.
cm bangga gak la.
esmeth, murali, triven, shahril, fadhly n last but not least pak eko was helping us kemas rumah.
a BIG thank you for you guys..
ada makan2 gak la.
n yes abes about million rupiah gak la.
three of us shared la since that's our house.
to conclude is,, satisfied infinity with this h0use..

break up =((

A break up is like a broken mirror.
It is better to leave it broken
than hurt yourself trying to fix it.

I can't escape the thought of you.
Even in my dreams you are there.
It's not fair how your gone,
and how you're moving on so fast,
while I am still living in the past.

Breaking up is not a stupid thing;
instead it makes you a better person
and realize your mistakes.

Letting go of someone dear to you is hard,
but holding on to someone
who doesn't even feel
the same is much harder.
Giving up doesn't mean you are weak!
It only means that
you are strong enough to let go!

Breaking up is just like
having the worst nightmare after
having the best dream.

Sometimes we tend to be in despair
when the person we love leaves us,
but the truth is, it's not our loss,
but theirs, for they left the only person
who wouldn't give up on them.

If your love does not work with that person,
it just means that
someone else loves you more.

If you can't save the relationship,
at least save your pride.

When you love him
- truly love him,
how are you supposed to get over him?
I've tried everything possible ...
but I just can't. Isn't that what true love is?

I don't know what to do now that we're apart;
I don't know how to live without the other half of my heart.

My biggerst fear is that one day
we will pass each other on the streets
and have an artifical conversation.

There is nothing sadder in this life than to watch
someone you love walk away after they have left you.
To watch the distance between your two bodies expand
until there is nothing left but empty space... and silence.

My heart only fought for what it wanted.
Now my heart is having to fight to let him go."

Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me
bitter or cynical about love, but rather,
it has shown me that if I wanted so badly to be with the wrong person,
how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.

Now that I have loved so purely and deeply,
I have realized how lonely I really am.

Some people think that it's holding on
that makes one strong;
sometimes it's letting go.

You have to forgive to forget,
and forget, to feel again.

D'nite

pixie depan guard pon jd.hoho~~

tp xnk ckp bout dat.

yeah...g d'nite. d is stand for dance and dinner. da food was superb. dance??? everyone was dancing but not me. y huh?? tiring la.hahahah...**sbnr nye xreti menari la.hahhaha..

empunya siapakah??


awk, gmbr tangan awk de kat sini la.hehehe..
saya suka hold tangan awk la.
saya rasa awk dekat sangat ng saya.
kalau boleh nk awk dengan saya 24/7 tapi awk pon de kawan2 awk kat sini.
tapi awk datang rumah saya 2 hari sekali pon saya dah happy.
kat usu xleh jumpa awk.
awk kelas lain.
2 yg saya suka masuk kelas awk.
sbb sy nk tgk awk.
dr jauh pon xpe.
kite kan nk bia hubungan kite xde org tau.
sbb masih awl kan.
xpe la.
saya xsuka nampak awk rapat2 ng pompan lain sbnrnye.
saya nk gtau awk tp saya takut awk mrh.
sbb saya sayang awk la.
awk, awk jgn buat benda bukan2 ek belakang saya?
saya sayang awk!

jangan kerana mungkin~~

JANGAN tinggalkan orang yang sayang kita utk orang yang kita suka,
KERANA orng yang kita suka akan tinggalkan kita untuk orang yang mereka sayang,



JANGAN cuba dapatkan apa yang kita sayang,
TAPI sayanglah dengan apa yang kita ada sebelum kita kehilangan apa yang kita sayang,



KERANA orang yang sayangkan kita MUNGKIN orang yang sebenarnya kita sayang,
lebih baik bersama dengan orang yang sayangkan kita daripada orang yang kita sayang,
kerana orang yang kita sayang MUNGKIN hanya sukakan kita tanpa rasa sayang...

first love

when i'm older..
and my little girl ask me who my first love was..
i dont want to have to pull out the old photo album..
i want to be able to point across the room and say...HE IS SITTING RIGHT OVER THERE...=)

cinta???pe 2?

Ciri-ciri wanita idaman lelaki:-

1. Jadi pendengar setia---> leh la..utk awk, sampai 5 pagi pon saya leh dengar problem awk 2, cerita awk kat dunia awk 2.

2. Tarikan derapan kasut

3. Jangan bersolek tebal---->tapi saya suka make up. saya nk jadi make up artist sbndrnye tp end up kat sini plak.

4. Ingat hari pentingnya----> eh..saya tau la awk nye hari penting. 20 julai kan.hehehhe.. awk ingat x saya nye hari penting??

5. Hormatinya---->setakat ni saya hormat awk, family awk, kwn2 awk, cousin awk. even saya jumpa ex awk pon saya hormat jugak. yg saya tau, 2 masa lalu awk. saya nk jd apart dari awk la.

6. Jangan terlalu kebudak-budakan---->awk rasa saya childish ke??

7. Agresif--->agresif itu mcm mane ek??

8. Jangan terlalu seronok-----> saya seronok sangat bila awk telefon saya. msg saya. naik flight balik medan sama2.xkesah la xdpt duduk sama2 pon.tp saya nmpk awk.awk seronok x bila ng saya??

9. Jangan ganas--->eh..ganas cmne plak ni??

10. Jangan terlalu baik--->erm..saya x rasa la saya terlalu baik kat awk. tapi awk terlalu baik kat saya.. saya takot kalau satu hari nanti saya akan kehilangan awk.

11. Jangan perasan---->wah..cm selalu je saya wt ni.

12.Sikap sederhana---->saya xtau la saya sederhana ke x..awk la yg kena bgtau saya kan saya ni mcm mn.

13. Sikap keibuan-----> mcm mn sikap keibuan ni?? tp saya boleh jaga anak buah saya. 2 sikap keibuan ke???

14. Lemah-lembut----> susah la awk.awk sll mntk saya ckp ng awk slow2 tp ini lah saya.saya punye suara mmg kuat la awk.. n lemah lembut? saya akan cube ek awk.. saya nk awk happy je bl ng sy..saya sayang awk!

15. Sensitif----->sya x sensitif sgt kot tp cume bl awk dh manja2 ng pompan lain. saya xsuka la.awk kan de saya nk manja2.np nk kat org lain plak?

16. Kenali dirinya----> saya nk kenal ng awk sgt. 2 yg saya sanggop g melaka nk jumpa family awk. saya sgt happy bila awk ajak sy jumpa parents awk. utk awk, saya mmg cube yg terbaik.

17. Jaga kecantikan----> org kata kecantikan 2 kan dtg dr dlm.klu awk rasa saya cntk,alhamdulillah.klu x, saya akan cuba perbaiki diri saya. awak tego la ek.jgn la berdiam diri je. saya xtau pe yg awk nk sbnrnye.

18. Gaya kemas---->setakat ni kemas la kowt.. awk rasa cmne?

19. Jangan kuno---->pe tb2 kuno plak ni??aish..

20. Sering tanya khabar-----> ari2 saya tanya khabar awk kan. waktu kat danau toba awk demam kan. saya sgt risau. wpon saya mrh gak la kat awk tym 2 tp saya cuba sehabis baik la pon nk jaga awk. sbnrnye saya penat waktu dlm van tp xpe la.awk dh skt, saya bg la awk tdo atas peha saya. bia awk cepat sembuh. saya sayang awk tau!

21. Jujur dalam tingkah laku----> saya jujur la ng awk.saya kua ng kwn laki saya pon saya gtau awk kan.saya msg ng kwn laki saya pon saya gtau awk.

22. Suka yang beragama---->saya xpakai tudung la awk.saya tau awk dh byk kali mntk saya pakai tudung.even mama awk pon tego psl bnde ni kat saya tp saya tunggu bia ms yang menentukan ek awk.

23. Tidak mudah dipermainkan---->pe hah ni??

24. Jangan tunjuk lemah---->saya gagah la kan awk???heheheh... kite leh panjat air terjun kat breastagi 2 sm2 kan.. saya bangga ng awk.awk jaga saya..kite berusaha sm2 wpon jauh gle kite jalan.kaki pon dh menggigil kan.

25. Tunjuk matang-----> saya nk tunjuk matang cmne kalau awk xsuka? erm..tapi kalau de problem, saya mmg suka berbincang la awk.awk asyik diam je. saya nk sgt tau pe yg awk xsuka kat saya.at least saya leh ubah. saya nk yg terbaik dlm hubungan kite ni tau.

26.Suka dimanja---->saya xtau la cmne nk manjakan awk..saya malu. lagipon kite xpenah pon berdua je kan.mesti je de kwn2..saya nk slm awk kat usu pon awk x nk sbb awk takot org ckp2 blkg. awk, cube awk wt xtau je ng org lain 2.dia mmg xsuka tgk org lain happy la awk.


p/s::yg penting, pape pon yg jadi, saya tetap sayang awk!!

lelaki~~

Bila lelaki benar-benar jatuh cinta dan setia pada kekasihnya dengan ikhlas, perubahan sikapnya amat mengejutkan. Hati lelaki yang dianggap keras selama ini, tiba-tiba secara semulajadi menjadi selembut kapas apabila sudah jatuh cinta dengan relanya. Bahkan lelaki yang mabuk cinta sanggup berkorban dan buat apa sahaja untuk kekasihnya. Sekeras manapun hati lelaki ia akan mengalirkan air mata apabila hatinya dilukai. Untuk melihat lelaki menangis amatlah payah. X caye kew??? Hehehe… betul.

Antara tanda lelaki yang jatuh cinta dengan hebat ialah:

1. Dia bersungguh-sungguh melakukan sesuatu untuk kekasihnya dengan rela bukan kerana terpaksa.

2. Dia sentiasa ingin menghiburkan kekasihnya dan berubah menjadi orang yang kuat bercakap.

3. Dia banyak menasihati kekasihnya kerana dia amat menyayangi kekasihnya.

4. Dia berusaha mengongkong kebebasan kekasihnya kerana perasaan cemburunya yang meluap-luap.

5. Dia sentiasa takut kehilangan kekasihnya.

6. Dia sentiasa mengawasi pergerakan kekasihnya kerana dia sentiasa berasa curiga.

7. Dia tidak suka ada lelaki lain rapat dengan kekasihnya.

8. Dia mudah merasa cemburu dan sensitif apabila kekasihnya tidak menumpukan sepenuh perhatian kepadanya.

9. Adakalanya dia seperti seorang anak kecil yang meminta perhatian kerana dia mahu kekasihnya melayannya lebih dari orang lain.

10. Dia menjadi orang yang paling rajin dan sanggup membantu kekasihnya melakukan apa saja.

11. Dia pandai merajuk hati kerana ingin dipujuk oleh kekasihnya.

12. Dia akan mengelabah apabila kekasihnya berjauhan daripadanya terlalu lama.

13. Dia sentiasa mempastikan keselamatan kekasihnya.

14. Dia mementingkan kekasihnya daripada dirinya sendiri.

15. Dia kerap bertanya adakah kekasihnya mencintainya kerana dia merasa kasihnya lebih kuat daripada kekasihnya.

16. Dia tidak akan melayan perempuan lain yang tidak ada urusan penting dengannya.

17. Dia cuba meluangkan lebih banyak masa dengan kekasihnya walaupun terpaksa menunggu kekasihnya dengan sabar.

18. Dia membanggakan kekasihnya di depan orang lain.

19. Kalau ditinggalkan oleh kekasihnya, ia akan berasa serik dan tidak percaya dengan cinta perempuan lain namun dia sentiasa mengharap kekasihnya kembali kepadanya.

20. Apabila timbul orang ketiga, dia akan hilang akal dan sanggup berbuat apa saja untuk merebut kembali kekasihnya.

21. Dia menganggap kekasihnya sebagai orang yang paling dipercayainya dan sanggup menyerahkan harta walaupun nyawanya sendiri.

22. Dia tidak akan berlaku curang kepada kekasihnya namun jikalau dia berbuat demikian itu bererti hatinya belum 100 peratus mencintai kekasihnya.

23. Bukan semua lelaki sanggup menitiskan airmata hanya untuk seorang perempuan.


p/s::saya dh jumpa sorg.hehehhe..saya sayang awk!