---->U

U...
I'm so sorry.
i didn't say go0d luck pon kat U for ur exam today.
U exam anatomy kan??
I dpt off9 msg jela dr U.
I mntk maaf sgt.
I tgh tunggu U blk kelas ni.
I nk tau how was ur paper??

sebenarnya, I mish la kat U tapi I rasa mcm perasaan I towards U makin pudar la.
macam mana ek??
I xpaham la.
ari2 kita chat.
ari2 I tgk muka U.
tp da feeling suddenly gone.
just like dat.
hmm....

the feeling~~

feeling???
kenapa boleh datang balik eventho dah lama gile xcontact, xjumpa?
confuse ng perasan sendiri la plak kan.
ni adalah tentang seseorang...
saya taw saya x patut suka dia balik since dia dh de orang lain wpon xcouple tp dia dah peneman yang baru.
sekarang ni saya dh pandai la pendam perasaan saya.
kalau dulu kan, saya suka kat siapa2, saya pati akan cerita kat gegUrl saya.
tapi gegUrl saya jauh la.
n gegUrl saya pon xkenal dia ni siapa..
saya pernah couple ng dia tapi ex saya mcm menghantui diri saya.
saya asyik nampak ex saya bila saya ng dia.
saya xnk la seksa dia.
tp bila dia xde, saya yang terseksa sbb sebenarnya saya suka dia.

da p0int is, saya CONFUSE ng perasaan saya.

kawan saya anissa selalu gtau saya, actions speak louder than words.

xpe la..
saya happy jugak if dia pon happy.
yang penting saya boleh tgk dia dr jauh.hehheheh..

tapi kan mama dia ingat,saya still ng dia la.
tp xpe la.
klu dh jodoh,kite akan bersatu gak no matter wt..
tp saya tau, dia menyesal bl dia x de pape ng saya.
saya nmpk reaksi dia tadi.
kalau lah kite still kawan rapat.
awk dtg rumah saya ari2..
kite lepak depan pintu rumah saya smpi 5 pagi.
bila awk nk blk,guard kunci pagar lak.
heheheh..
cian awk.

tp kan awk.
awk pernah menanges kat saya 2 kali tau.
awk cakap xde perempuan pernah nmpk awk nanges.
awk nanges sbb cte problem awk.
thx awk, saya rasa awk mmg menghargai saya.
n kali ni pon awk pilih saya, awk dtg umah saya n awk cte problem awk ng saya.
ye awk..
saya akan jaga rahsia awk 2 smpi bila2..
jangan risau ok..

p/s: awak pon jaga la rahsia saya elok2 ok.. saya percaya awak. 2 yang saya pilih awak.

my h0ney n dear~~

h0ney, i'm very s0rry cz i can't be beside of you when u are sick.
np la kaw asyik ingat dat guy until no0w??
u mUst m0ve on h0ney--->pandai ckp org je, sndr pon xmove 0n lg.hehhehe..
but yeah..dia pon dh not even contact u ryt??
so, do forget him.
i kn0w it takes tym.
so, take ur 0wn sweet tym honey n one day, I know kaw akan dpt some0ne yang better dr dat guy--->Sultan mangkok.


my dear, stop blaming other pe0ple.
there's no 0ne sh0uld be blame in this situation.
but yeah.. i am sorry cz u dun understand me very well n i treat him like .........
like what huh??
if anyone to blame, it is gonna be U && ME.
u----> cz kaw dh kawan ng aku for about 7 years ryt?
but yet kaw still xtau aku mmg suka berkawan.
n ++++ aku xleh xrply msg org bl org dh msg.


me----->stupid btol g layan dia kan?
dat's da mistake la.

but can u gv me 0ne m0re chance???
jz 0ne..
pls dear..
i really l0ve you..
i dunn0 how to express my feeling s0me m0re.
but yeah...i h0pe three of us can be like before.
just like before...

exam is ar0und the corner

exam is next week la.
kejap je block metabolisme yang take for almost 6 weeks ni nk abes.
xsangke btol la.
erm..xblaja pape lg la.
ni xde jay nk bising kat aku suruh stdy, 2 yg xgrk.
xpe2..nnt grk la k0wt.
risau plak kan.
tp aku asyik depan laptop since few days back (3rd April) br psg speedy broadband kat umah.
makl0m la umah br kan.
net pon nk kena laju la.
no m0re SMART.
but fadhly nk supp0rt SMART forever.hehehhe..
to conclude is, xleh lekang dr laptop a.k.a my bf.--->tiru ramzi plak.
dia de gf br 2.
nm dia DELL n bla bla...
xigt plak aku.
nm sgt plek.
aku nk bg nm pe kat laptop HP aku yg tercinte ni???
suggest cket kwn2..

malaysia~~

hey w0rld..
taw x, dh sebulan dok indonesia w/o planning nk blk malaysia.
wow..impressive kan??
tp klu leh nk tahan diri stay kat medan ni smpi bulan 6 since dh de umah br n a new beginning.
org lain leh stay kat medan for 6 months, np aku xleh lak kan.
surely aku pon leh.
n yeah..aku nk wt MRP urk blk msia dis June.
kena mntk tolong khair la plak kan sbb nk amek sheet of paper sesiapa yang sanggop jadi pe ek??
aduh..lupa la plak nm bnde 2.
xpe la.abaikan la.

nk cte psl khair plak ni.
dia ni adeq abg ipar aku.
aku jempot dia dtg utk majlis doa selamat tp taw x bl dia dtg??
2 hari selepas doa selamat..
pape tah..
ni nk ungkit smpi pengsan..lalalalalal----> fadhly shariman, nk tiru..heheh

NAK a ke b ke c?? pilih..

A - AVAILABLE: yerp but yet nk stay like this
B - BIRTHDAY: 20th june 1990
C - CRUSHING ON: no one i think
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: aqua
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: jay...owes U..
F - FAVORITE SONG: i need u ----> for you..
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: gummy bears
H - HOMETOWN: keramat permai
I - IN LOVE WITH: no 0ne kot for n0w..
J - JUGGLE: i can't
K - KILLED SOMEONE: wish i could
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: car?? bus leh??g terengganu..it took 8 hours u know.but it was fun
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: vanilla of cz.
N-NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 7
O - ONE WISH: wanna get back together with him. is it possible??
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: anissa kowt
R- REASON TO SMILE: cz happy ler.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: anang-jangan memilih aku
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: ptg td at 3.30pm cz fadhly called me.
V - VEGETABLE(S): i dun like any.
W - WORST HABIT: tit0n smpi bf pon terabai.hoho~~
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: chest cz medical check up nk dtg USU
Y – YOYOS ARE: wt is dat? blurr~~
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: gemini..

saya banyaak nanges..sob2..

aku banyaaaak sgt nanges recently.
tgk m0vie p0n leh nanges.
ish..aliah ruzanna sgt cengeng---->xmalu

few days back,aku tgk m0vie sisterhood of travelling pants 1 && 2.
sgt sedih la m0vie 2.
the m0vie cm psl m3, myself && I.
the main topic is about a friendship.
n the friendship goes to moi && ana.
l0ve u both a lot.

nk cte psl the m0vie.
yeah..the pants is actually can fix four of them nicely eventho the size of their body are different.
n there are 10 rules about the pants.
that's not imp0rtant pon.
tp aku nk gtau the rules about their friendship.
one of the rules is don't ever take or 'use' ur friend's ex.
yeah..i won't my honey n dear.
i won't.
ur boyfriend is my boyfriend.
ur ex is my ex to0..
but pUt some trUst kat aku..
l0ads of love..

mish my bestie a lot, moi n ana!!

both of them ^_^..
ana && moi..
l0ve u both.
n mish u both gak..
dh lama x balik malaysia n hang0ut with u guys..
oh..bilakah aku akan balik..
rindu sgt dh ni.hoho~~